Showing posts with label chemotherapy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chemotherapy. Show all posts

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Cancer is a dog from hell: the dark side

Disclaimer: I occasionally use a word or two that you can't say on television. George Carlin would be proud. If these words bother you, you may not want to read my blog. You've been warned. Now, let's get real.

I am ebbing and flowing, feeling the fear that comes with cancer, even when the disease is not your own. I am afraid that this week’s results will not be positive for Curtis; I am hurt by a another’s inability to have compassion for my (our) situation, and worried that I’m just not strong enough to survive all this. I realize this is selfish. After all, I’m not the person who has cancer… I wish I could say this has not taken a terrible toll on me, but it has.


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